So I had a lot of alone time in the car this weekend. I listened to some music, some old sermons I missed at Church, and then I drove in silence with my thoughts. I realized that it is a very rare occurrence for me to be in silence. I love music - so I always have on Music - home, car, office, shower - never in silence. But I took a little time this weekend to let my mind wander. And of course my thoughts go back to him and our relationship and our love. And while that was hard - I also realized today how long we have been apart - and pretty soon it will be a year. In my mind - the year mark is the pinnacle - if I can make till then -it will mean something. And I'm getting closer day by day.
So I spent the weekend with two of my college roomies - lots of catching up, looking at wedding stuff, and having a chill and wonderful weekend. While it is definitely not anything close to how it was in college - it was good. We aren't the same people, we aren't in the same place in our lives, but we are still friends. And I'm grateful they are in my life.
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